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Nedjelja, 22 Zu-l-ka'de, 1436

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Sep. 5th, 2015 | 07:18 pm

Planet of the day (according to Ibn 'Arabi): Sun

Prophet of the day (according to Ibn 'Arabi): Idris (Enoch)

Lunar phase: Last Quarter - Re-orientation (Phase names and keywords from Dane Rudhyar, The Lunation Cycle)

The Sun is in 13 Virgo (in my 12th house): An aristocratic family tree. (Symbol for 14 Virgo from Dane Rudhyar, An Astrological Mandala)

In the afternoon, the Moon will enter Cancer (in my 10th house).

In my previous (rambling) post, I forgot to mention that my Rosen session ended with some opening of my solar plexus. This brought to mind images of the sun on my body at the beach. I realized at that point that, when I had my day at the beach with my husband this year, I received a sunburn there. I was puzzled as to why I received a sunburn, as I thought I had applied sunscreen evenly. It seems as if that area was demanding attention. The opening during the Rosen session also brought to mind the time that I went to the beach with X back in 2004. That day was the beginning of the unraveling of our friendship. When he pulled away from me after that day, I felt as if energy was being pulled out from my solar plexus, and then that area felt inflamed for days. I tried to give it some soothing and healing attention by meditating with that area exposed to the sun. That was only minimally effective. I then thought that I might have a better chance of integrating my experiences with him if I were to seek initiation from Amma and to make that my primary path. My goings on about that decision over the years seem to indicate that that was not a movement in the direction of greater healing. What I experienced the other day--the same day that we signed our estate documents--felt like a movement toward healing of the kind that comes through processing memories that have lost much of their sting, rather than a kind of attempt to heal by reaching out toward new personal relationships or community memberships.


Peace,

KH

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